What if you saw the real me?
It would be a tragedy to see...
Welcome to the world
of butterfly wings...
I pretend not to miss him,
Hoping all the feelings will go away...
I exist in broken dreams,
my dreams have shattered before my eyes...
Searching through memories
making them into stories...
A tear in the fabric of reality
An illusion or the truth...
You came into my life and so quickly disappeared,
Taking away these feelings, just as I feared...
When I got the news
The tears couldn't stop flowing...
Little is the girl, whose alone and crying
Slowly on the inside, she is dying...
You knew what it felt like, you knew the pain
Of never being able to see your mother again...
I stand before you arms open wide
With a handful of tears my eyes have cried...
I found this poem that I wrote a long time ago...
So I actually did it...