I just want to disappear /
Can't stand the world...
I
am half-built...
I don't have the time to hate you anymore.
Besides, the measure of any hatred I've had for...
I've been feeling unimportant,
No matter what I do they leave...
Whenever we talk
I finally get my say...
Most thoughts come in waves,
Sometimes they sweep me under...
Homecoming isn’t
the same anymore...
This is a nightmare,
I'm not awake...
Why can't I feel anything?
I'm in front of a corpse...
It still hurts sometimes.
And sometimes it hurts so god damn bad that all I...
Take me back to my youth, I am just just 19 years...
The words drop so heavily. "I'm with child" is...
and...
as the night-flower of anguish...