My eyes are blacking over,
My wrists are crying red...
Yes, everyday you can see me smile
But what you dont see is my denial...
Eternal and victorious my strength flows
rich in blood the skin of my body glows...
Loss Orphanic
Have you not seen in the garden of loss...
Who am I if I do not have the slightest clue?
I question the intentions of my aspirations...
Blackened waves dance turbulently
as I float upon their surface...
Lonely and cold I
torture myself because my...
You left with no warning.
One day here and the next not...
Beautifully she flew by night
inside a covered cloud she slept...
I wear this mask all day long,
Happy smiles and happy songs...
My head hurts
My stomach hurts...
Tears fall silently like floods and do not clear
encroaching dark clouds fill my life with fear...