A smile covers my sadness,
my world completly turns to darkness...
Did you even love me?
Did you want to lead me on...
This poem is for you, my one true love,
if you're reading it, it means I'm high above...
My body might be here in this forsaken place,
My mind is going crazy, it's all over the place...
Knowing that you're leaving tonight
And it's my fault...
Looking back the past we had
I've wasted all knowing your the best lad...
I love you so very much,
Even thou at times I do things that hurt...
A love, lost once again
my heart will be locked away...
Days are turned into years
but still your memories around me...
Seeing him again, I feel like shedding tears
because it has been four, long, agonizing years...
Screams echo
Losing meaning...
Yes I've messed up
Plenty before...