Why was it so hard for me
To say these words in which I write...
You may never truly understand
All the pain you had me go through...
I have been hiding this love for a long time
I thought love is a terrible crime...
You want to know why I pushed you away?
Why I was acting like such a witch...
I wish i was an angel so i could hold you
and you would believe me and move on...
Damn, it took a year and some months to finally...
Baby... i don't know why i am doing this
but i need you to know that i am still in love...
Someday
I'm dreading the moment...
Now that you gone from my life things need to...
everything around me just might be rearranged...
Beaming a smile across your way,
when the sun shines each day...
Are you happy now?
Now that i have finally...
I sit at night and wonder
what has happened to us...