Mom you and I are a lost relationship.
Your next, dad.

Another day of pretending
another day of faking a smile
another day of nothing but
faking, lying, crying, and always pretending

"Mom I love you but I hate the way you treat me. You make me so unhappy. =(
I gotta escape, I gotta runaway w/him...forever." =)

Open up your heart, expand your mind, this love is rare and hard to find what we had will never fade this love we have won't go away.

Wish hearts like folder in cellphone. if you want to delete someone to your heart, you will, without any trace left.

As dawn approaches, I think of our wedding day. My dress and your suit, your shaking I found so cute, the promises we made, and kept forever and today. As dawn approaches I will always wait for you and only you.

I have been away for so long that I forgot the words that matter. Forgive me my love for I am relearning slowly by touch and by memory of our lasting love. But, my love I am relearning, and time is on our side.

I've finally learned my lesson.
From the teacher of heartache
Got broken one too many times,
And now my heart won't let me cry
crash and burned in all those fancy lies
heartbroken and bitter is today's objective.
pass or fail is the new lesson

You never win by hurting people and tearing hearts apart. Because you get whatever you give.

Thoughts of you causing my mind to spiral out of control.
Short breaths and mini heart attacks, at the thought of letting you get close.
Open minded to anything but that illusion they call love.
Heart break awaits me if I follow down that road.