It makes me smile remembering those crazy things you do for me
I guess that's what makes love worth fighting for

I was the girl who always did the right thing and never got into trouble. That was until you showed up. Now I don't know what the right thing is and that just might get me into trouble.

When you left me, I let you walk out. I didnt beg you to stay like you expected, like you wanted. It wouldnt have helped anyways we were too broken, so I let you walk away as much as it hurt in the end it was for the best.

"Everytime I get down on my knees, I think of how you must have proposed to her.
Knowing a couple months ago we spoke of how one day that girl would be me"

"I struggle to try not to think of you."

My problem: I allow people in the past to affect my daily life.
I wish I could end it.

"I make fun of myself:
Asking myself when is the wedding.
Knowing there won't ever be one anymore.
=(

"That's like telling me its over when your not really telling me."

I now see his true colors and they are not beautiful.

Love is endless in sweetness,
Despair is endless for life.