Ex called me tonight.
Asked me: Are we still gonna runaway together?
I couldn't help but heartly sob after that, thinking of all the guys I wanted to do that with and the one that made me happiest I'll never forget.

This "love" of ours has made me age. But it hasn't made me grow up.

I like to think we've been through everything together, ha but looking back on it, we absolutely have not.

"I've been afraid of changing because I've built my life around you."

Love...
A day that I'm going through without you
Doesn't mean anything..
Without you...my heart and soul really empty....

Love..
I know that you're not the first for me..
But I promise that you'll be last for me..
That's my vow..

Im sick of pretending
and
knowing i dont
belong

Question that I can't answer is.."How can I going through my day without you?"...

Lying in bed dreaming back to our first kiss
the first time we danced with no music
the first time you held me while I cried
but I just wish I could forget your goodbye.

Nothing is more disgusting than a boy who lies and hurts a girl just to prove he's a 'man'.