I don't need to be wanted
I just wana be appreciated :)

Stop b-tchin'. Deep down, you only have yourself to blame for your problems & misfortune. Problems are common to all. It's how you deal with it that makes you happy with your life, or just another average chump.

Look. I still hug my teddy bear because he is the only one who is constant. I am absolutely terrified because yes, I like you, ok? A part of me just wants to run away from you...but another part just wants to fall until everything feels right.

You held my hand like nothing is wrong
You kiss me like everything is just fine
And I woke up the next day without you saying goodbye :/

Take me away with the wind in my hair
Lately I'm dreaming of you without a care
I'm aching deep inside for a new design
Take me away with only me in mind

With my eyes closed, I followed you.
If I was looking for pain, I found it.
You're not the person I thought you were,
the one I believed, the one I lost.

A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, its you & me together forever & never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart.

"I wish I was the person of your dreams.. then maybe I could make you see how beautiful you really are.."

I think you can see me. I'm brightest to you when I want to hide. I want to run to far...But you make me feel alive. The poison of your company is seeping into my veins. I can't...I won't fall in love again.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

M <3z JP