I toss and turn thinking dark thoughts
Squirming and sweating through my pajama shorts...
*Mike helped me with this one alot... Thanks Mike...
Disappointment in me, low self-esteem...
Running over the same old ground,
Each footstep leaves a shadow...
I hadn't been counting,
But i knew it'd been a while...
To see the world through other's eyes,
Would be another's compromise...
I'm sorry grandpa that I didn't come today
But now I will say what I need to say...
Raping a girl on the oval. punching teachers what...
your mum left you and your dad, ever since your...
You said you had stopped
And you'd try keep it up...
If I could turn back the hands of time I would
Because I regret not saying the things I should...
Towards the beach they head in their boat
given their guns,is their any hope...
Lying on my bed, closing my eyes, and feeling so...
Beside me i left a letter i wrote using my blood...
She stared out her window
into the cold mid-night sky...