The world took my smile away.
A long time ago, it was beautiful...
I am so sick
Of pretending I'm okay...
The thoughts are back
The dangerous ones that make me wish I was dead...
My razor long forgotten as I lay crumpled on my...
The bottle of pills empty, my eyes closed...
Remember when we used to laugh and smile?
Do you remember when you said it was us against...
That promise of never being alone
is hard to believe from your eyes...
We walk,
I scream...
If I die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to...
In a crevice I do not cry,
Or feel emotion I don't know why...
The rope is on the fan,
The chair on the floor...
I'm now an old woman ...and life is cruel.
This just to make age look like a fool...
Two weeks ago
I started a poem...