I swear I'm sorry,
but i need to tell you my story...
In the shadows they hide.
Watching my every move...
I lay on my floor
in fetal position...
Suddenly,
you are all alone...
Crying till i cant breath
sitting in my room all alone...
My dreams are shattered
There's nothing you can do to me...
I do not think I am meant to have friends
Everyone lets me down or betrays me...
I want to cut so bad.
I wonder if you even...
You look at me and see a girl
who lives in a perfect world...
What's so good about love?
It causes nothing but pain...
The skies are gray. I can't see
where a cloud begins, or ends...
It's a gift from me to you
A shot of paradise...