If death no longer holds its sway,
I will never go away...
I feel so fat and ugly
i want to die real bad...
Broken efforts and failed tries
The hope I hold now begins to die...
Always the fun one
the only who's always there...
Everything blurry
The fog is real bad...
Here is that feeling again,
I thought it was gone...
I feel so much pain inside
i don't no what to do...
I feel so hurt inside
there's nothing i can do...
I just want to die,
I just want to scream and cry...
I see it there, vividly scarred on my thigh...
i remember when i did that...
I'm losing all my faith
i don't no what to do...
Sweeping curtain of doom
kill me now...