Last night, the rain raged for six
hours straight, for me to wake up to...
I could disintegrate with a gust of wind.
My bones and body feel brittle and hollow...
I want to face things head on.
I go to EMDR therapy to...
In the shadows I dwell,
Heartache I embrace...
They're going to notice soon -
the hollowness in my eyes...
It's exhausting to spend all my energy for the day...
This moment that hits me like a tidal wave...
Thinking all the time overloaded in this mind of...
Everyday in so much pain and misery I’m fighting...
Like the scars that line her arms,
amid a dark and blackened heart...
The weight of the night
The weight of the night presses on me...
i've never felt more empty
more numb...
there's something wrong inside me
and i can't quite figure out...
The wind swirls around me,
Leaves raining down while the cyclone whispers...