I lay in my bed with this silence,
As most people are closing their eyes...
tears roll along
the sills of my eyelids...
Falling, pour, moody
I can relate to the rain...
Horrible faces haunt me as
voiceless memories float around a...
Having a 'go to' individual is
Emotionally invigorating but...
Ogres of one's mind
Blacken and...
I'm in a place I can't explain.
A deep, hard to kick sort of pain...
I traced my veins with a kitchen knife,
trying to find the courage...
Cutter cutter
Where shall you be...
Every so often
I think to myself...
Depressed,
feeling futile...
From this day forward
I’ll never open up to any one again...