I don't know who I am,
Who I've become...
Tonight, there are happy faces around me.
And yet, I feel alone...
Am I being punished for all the things Ive done...
when all I did was stay and fight...
I can't stand myself,
well, I make me sick...
Once upon a time there was this girl.
She dreamed of different worlds...
I sit here and reminisce
About the times when everything was simple...
He says he can leave me with
an outlet, a bureau I can imprison...
Catch me as I fall
Fall into this despair...
Something's amiss
I can't seem to find...
It didn't just appear out of nowhere,
It took years of triggers to come out...
I'm here sitting in my room
stairing at my knife...
What's your worst fear?
What scares you the most...