I start to forget every single piece of me
that I used to take care of and love...
Can’t hold it in any longer
So, I retreat to my safe space...
I want to rip my skin to shreds
Feel my bones pop like a cup of tea...
Within the walls that barricade her heart
Hate soars above the railings of despair...
I didn't know what a massacre is then.
I didn't know what it entails...
They're going to notice soon -
the hollowness in my eyes...
Sitting alone out in the cold
Begging for a speck of hope to hold...
In the depths of despair, where darkness prevails,
I find solace in tears, where pain never fails...
I’m sorry for the person I used to be.
For turning into something I couldn’t believe...
Smile
A sight I hoped I’d never see...
I can see the darkness in your eyes
Reminiscent of the decay and sorrow...
Lost in the woods she lay,
Leaves scattered like her brain...