Here I am. Locked in my room again
Razor in my hand again. Ready to feel pain again...
Im a scared little girl, with a strong smile.
I am a rich man, that has no adventure...
Alone in this cold world,
no one to turn to in her time of need...
Evening takes over like a wave, causing my mind to...
Letting the dormant darkness come forth as the...
Becoming unnumb,
I'm starting to feel the pain...
Before:
Happy...
Sitting alone in this dark room
Nothing to look at but black walls...
I'm on the verge of falling again
into the bottom of failing arms...
Suicide,
ending your life...
Do you know how it feels to be in love
or how it feels to be up above...
Striving hard for you,
is so hard for me to do...
Hate that I'm lonely.
Everyday is a battle...