I don't want to see my mother cry
but i no longer have the desire to live...
A hunger builds inside
A hunger for acceptance...
My heart is breaking
Tears are falling...
Dont be fooled by the music in my ears
or the smile upon my face...
I hope you know the pain you caused for me
all the memories that haunt my dreams...
I question myself, why do I live
I have nothing to offer I have nothing to give...
One,two,three,four,
i cant take this shit no more...
Every day is supposed to mark a new beginning
But in her hell filled, upsetting, boring life...
Without a voice the predator approaches.
Naturally, the high continues to raise...
I hear your hollow words of sympathy,
did you think that I'd gone deaf...
If it weren't for the full moon,
I wouldn't have noticed...
I feel as invisible as a ghost
The phone never rings...