Sobbing miserably in the cold confines of my room
on the rough carpet, i roll over in agony...
Call for help
after all your put downs...
As she looked into the mirror,
she said "Hell, I want to kill her"...
This broken life
in a broken world...
4 pounds have I gained
I hate myself for that...
Tell me it's okay to die,
Cause I don't want to be here anymore...
Your bittersweet Kiss is like a drug,
Do you find me strange...
You've cut me deep,
And left me to bleed...
Hail Mary, Full of Grace,
Let me leave this awful place...
Blue eyes as bright as an October sky.
A hidden story they seem to mask...
This is the final end
I cant keep living a lie...
To hate myself is to show my inner pain
to love myself is to hide in shame...