.....well im only 15 and this is my first ever...
a life time of hate...
"I'm so sorry that this is how it ends
So sorry that we can never be friends...
I know I shouldn't be doing this
But there's no one here to stop me...
Why do i feel so lost?
In my own head...
I tap my fingers along the padded walls
Pain searing into my flesh...
Theyve always asked me
why do u still talk to him...
One trigger pull and she'd be gone
and then no more could go wrong...
It's just one of those days.
Seems like a small 24 hours...
So many things are happening
and all of its to me...
And so I see my teddy bear,
the strongest memory of my past...
Thank you for shouting
And sticking up for your kid...
Here I'm standing at the well
in the cold pouring rain...