You'd never know at night she cries,
Except for looking in her sad blue eyes...
Drowning in desperation,
That's me, fearful and alone...
Charcoal smeared around my eyes,
From heavy dropping tears...
My heart aches
Im trying to find the reason...
I'm tired of fighting against you
All my efforts are going to waste...
These tears that you dont see,
Doesn't mean they aren't there...
I live each passing day,
Pretending nothing's wrong...
Y does everyone do what they do?
Y does everyone have to get in my way...
That knife,
Sliding along my wrist...
When I lose myself,
Dazed in this dream...
With my hands on the wall,
I am ready for this fall...
You see her walking down the halls
she seems perfectly happy...