Sunshine and laughter
Thats how life used to be...
I see her there, staring back at me,
hiding secrets the world will never know...
Heavy as the lead you struggle to carry
Falling...
Walking through a garden with flowers in bloom,
Getting out away from that room...
Something must me wrong with me
If all I can do is cry...
Many a long year I was angry with God
Bitter because he failed to answer my prayers...
I feel so empty tonight
The end is no where in sight...
I see you with her, walking hand in hand,
I see you hold her, as I watch from where I stand...
Notice me crying?
Yeah the girl in the back...
The pain is unbelievable
as the blade goes in my wrist...
"I love you baby,
I'll never let you go...
Haunting of my past and future
destroying what is left of sanity...