So let this veil of secrecy,
Be laid upon the night...
Everything that could be, is wrong.
Feeling like I don't belong...
Here comes your empty talking
Empty word and empty soul...
I'm living in the darkness
I've nothing to light my way...
Endless past,
endless tears...
Selfish things happen to selfish people
suicide is selfish so why not happen to me...
I see dry lips slip profane forms of accusation,
I can feel the burn of hate in your firm grip...
Staring straight ahead, into the cold black dead
Feeling alone in this cold with noone to hold...
I just lost two,
of my closest friends...
A pain so strong
I cant go on...
Happiness smiles and bids farewell
Spreading her angelic wings...
I'm stuck where I am,
There's no where left to go...