I cannot explain just how I am feeling
Mixed up words more pain concealing...
(people have been emailing me and asking if joshua...
I reach, but I feel only air...
No-one knew about the pain she felt
no-one knew about her sorrow...
The scars and bruises
lay upon your body...
There is a girl who sits all alone...
When she's certain she's alone
She rolls up her sleeves...
Death and darkness is the void in me
A dim distant path too far to reach...
Dear daddy,
I know its hard to live without mommy...
This red rose is dying
The color changing to ink black...
It’s been another hard day today
And now he knows how I feel...
So many people
Attempt to guide me away...
Sustenance endfolded in the razor's edge
Bringing me back to sanity, yet I still teeter on...