Blood so red
Through my fingers...
Why does it hurt so much?
The pain inside is eating away at my soul...
I'm breaking slowly
I'm loosing my breath...
Cold, shiny, covered in red
Slicing one slice at a time...
-I let myself smile and feel alright
-No one ever knew I thought about dying in the...
I love you daddy, I know I made you cry
But I want to ask you something why...
Yes I'm all messed up
and I'm reaching for the blade...
Don't tell me how I'm feeling, you do not know...
Every time, you turn away from me close the door...
Why don't you see, what you are doing
You're tearing me apart, ripping me up...
I will always be here
I’m not planning ahead...
I swallowed hard
Wiped my eyes...
I've given up,
At giving in...