Depression swirling around my head
I try to stop it...
~this is my first poem so its not that good, but i...
I’m always lonely, always depressed...
I'm setting here looking at my wrist
clean, no marks, nothing...
Tonight I feel like vomiting
But not from too much drink...
I don't want to beg anymore
Not for a friend who cannot care...
Why do i try and please you day after day?
In my heart, you'll never stay...
Do you ever hide inside,
Because you can’t even smile...
Let my imagination soar
Oh, I’m sorry...
*This isn't true..just sumfin I wrote*
I can’t stand your face...
I wake up in the morning, a bright smile on my...
Is that really a smile? or just a mask, seems out...
It's all just a blur, a haze of depression,
I have a problem, a little confession...
So many nights are wasted
As I drink myself to sleep...