Still to this day
I question why it had to be you...
No matter where i am, no mater how far I am from...
* this is to my father when he passes away. meant...
Nan you no i love you
even though your dead...
Looming over each of our heads, a cloud
Screaming defeat to the dormant crowd...
Children dying,
Mothers crying...
Believing is not seeing
Believing is knowing...
*About my first suicide attempt. My best friend...
Tortured restless, can’t go on...
I would never forgive myself..
even i am dropped in hell...
I went on line,
It was a normal night...
Listen to the wind.
Watch the rain fall down...
I have so much honor for you, you are so brave
You are now dyeing, as your skin turns a whiter...
That day I was swimming in my pool,
The water making me ever so cool...