How beautiful you look in your sleep,
Peaceful, calm and full of grace...
Broken armor
walls crumbled...
I could not touch you.
But I wanted you...
Pain. Tossing in the night,
A twisting, turning, endless fight...
The harder I think, the more I forget.
I try to focus. Memories blur...
.
We are always searching...
Oh, god, I am still alive
think of the people I killed...
Look at you in that casket,
so cold, not moving a single bit...
As i sit here,
wishing on night's first glowing star...
I didn't want it to end this way you promised you...
As her words spilled out I knew the same tears but...
Haunted by your divine shadow
Scented trails of stale tobacco...
Violence speaks the hands-
of someone who used to feel...