My hair is not silky and blonde,
My eyes are not big and blue...
How can you be so close to me
and yet so far away...
A Twenty Year Old
A 20 year old lies down in his cell...
There's unhealed wounds surrounding my shattered...
Poison running through my blood which you helped...
Truth is what we shared
but then you broke it...
*this is really long i wrote it on
9-22-05...
I have fallen to my knees
As I write this poem...
Life is a mystery
dreams, an empty well...
Why do you still have love for me?
Don't you see the wickedness in me...
You told me not to cry,
But why...
There was once a girl,
And giving up was near...
Through tear strained eyes I stare at you,
with a love sick feeling I fall to you...