I am in love,
but I am hurting...
A face of unmarred beauty;
A gentle smile full of care...
Diving head first into the unknown
Lost and confused as life passes me by...
The shining light of stars
Are given up for the flickering light of cars...
Gazing into nothing
There is a familiar place...
Alone I walk a field of pure, and fine dimness
dreams are wasted, as moments grow aimless...
...
I wrote this in June of this year and just found...
All sorts of filled with emotions
From anger to doubt to love to lost to depression...
Hearts kept together by love,
Radiating happy thoughts every day...
I wear this
fake smile...
I've had you chained up in my heart,
I've had you locked down to the ground...
Feeling completely worthless.
a negative, hurtful thought...