Coated concrete gray skies hover overhead
this somber atmosphere, as silence cloaks...
Little Joseph an angel lent not given,
Taken too soon right back to heaven...
I look for answers
as to why I'm so messed up...
As I sit here with a heavy heart
wondering how it ended before it could even start...
I wasn't aware
at first, at how dark...
Outline a star across my head
then send me up: straight to my bed...
Confusion is impossible
for me to digest; each...
The words ripped straight from my mouth
Are dangled above my head as if bait...
From what had started
Now seems departed...
Jack got tipped in the pouring rain
With a kiss on the lips and a need to restrain...
Essence left my heart tonight, and I'm all alone,
I struggle on fighting, without a moan or groan...
I went for a walk
to try to clear my head...