Behind my back they talk about me,
inside, the pain kills me...
Daddy was the kind of man
Who always loved and cared...
I loved you more than you'll ever know
I miss you more with every second...
I’m sitting in the dark
Wondering what to do...
I promise to be good
I promise not to change your world...
I feel like a pawn
In a world of all queens...
And the gates opened before me,
the beautiful light seized to be blinding...
You make me want to smile
but then it makes me want to cry...
I sit very still and let
things like...
Sitting all alone
Staring at the clock...
Self harm
Upon your arm...
It hurts to know,
that no matter how hard I try, I can never let...