They call me the favorite, the perfect child;
Their words biting at my fragile skin...
I remember the details
of that day. Every...
My Dearest Jinxy,
The moment we met is forever etched in my mind...
What you've done to me, you'll never understand
The pain that i feel now, is all at your hand...
So many mornings-
depression cracked...
I always feel like I'm something in between
Amidst the anger or joy but ever incomplete...
Expressions rage cross my face
while fingers tap away on counter tops...
Red nails
Tap Tap Tapping...
and she was....
nothing but bitterness...
She wore white to his funeral
some say it was the same dress...
You were perfect to me.
I loved you with every atom...
A shadow forms in my mind,
dark and mysterious it lurks from behind...