Today I hold my head in shame
I told her how I was to blame...
One pill, to ease the pain
Two pills, if I can't sustain...
All I ever wanted was a daddy who was true,
Someone who would listen...
Look at her eyes.
The disaster is there...
Where was god when I called
from the bloody floor...
To MY someone special:
While i recalled all the words you spoke to me...
What I see upon the water top...
Is a reflection of how I am...
I'll suffer in silence,
I won't even say a word...
I want to die
This is no joke...
Licked away the bitter flavor that was coated on...
Tasted fear on my tongue and the pain that danced...
Alone on the mountain, tears flow
Searching for the right way to go...
Stop banging the drum inside my pulsing head.
This constant beating, still aimlessly breathing...