Misery loves company
but I am her only friend...
She might be smiling on the outside
but she's dying on the inside...
Dear Catrina,
even though you are in heaven...
Now i lay me down to dream
I pray to you that i hear no screams...
I turn up the music as loud as I can
And scream into the receiver...
I have went with this to long
I just didn't want to let go...
I'm 7 weeks old today mommy I'm growing so fast,
It's amazing how quickly time can past...
I'm the game he plays
the toy that's played when no one else is around...
Another dreadful day,
Where the pain just wouldn't fade...
I drift along a quiet river
settled there a sometime ago...
Eyes that speak no soft-spoken words,
Screaming in pain, yet they’ll never be...
Why do i cry
why do i weep...