In the shadows I dwell,
Heartache I embrace...
Aiming to be more, than just sum of all my...
Hoping the day comes, when losses are outweighed...
Over the ocean under the sea
I search for your smile...
Your mouth, though the smile is pretty and kind,
Spins nothing but webs of possible lies...
In solitude I lay, the ticking clock betrays
A lone companion on this eve so cold...
I have thought of you
A million times this year...
I hate that I'll be entering a new year
without you...
I wonder if it is result of the dark night.
I lay awake to think my life through...
They're going to notice soon -
the hollowness in my eyes...
Lost in this fear, and I hate how it feels,
nothing compares, when the truth, it reveals...
Don't cry for me, my sweet child.
The peace that encompassed me is my greatest find...
It's exhausting to spend all my energy for the day...
This moment that hits me like a tidal wave...