From the first time i met her
my love was a blur...
Even in my dreams,
I am haunted by my lost...
Love are hard to grasp
Love is hard to understand...
The words slipped out; I told my friend.
He walks over as time begins to rend...
I don't want to be that toy you sleep with and...
I want to be the girl you hold close and not let...
Forgive me?
For not setting you free...
Ive had these feelings for a long time
i didnt speak as you held my hand...
There you smiled as all your lies began to unwind.
Everyone warned me, you weren't real, but I was...
I remember staring into your beautiful brown eyes
I believed everything you told me...
I still find you in the dog-eared pages of poetry...
in the unpacked boxes that litter my closet...
Thank you for putting up with me
I know it's hard for you to do...
I made a poem for you in secret
Where deceit and lies are abundant...