I see pictures of you && her
I see her kissing you..
I find me mad at myself
Because i had a choice to be
That girl and i turned the other way..
That girl could of been me..
He wanted to be with me.. :-(

Even though years has past don't think i don't care
Just because i don't see you or talk to you
Your constantly in my head..
If i could go back in time you is who i would want to be with<3

When you say you love me promise me its true
Because i wouldn't want to wait around looking like a fool..

I am here in solitude dancing on my own ...... emotion pictures whispers not when your thinking about her

I held back a bitter laugh, remembering the heart shaped poem I was writing 4 U, back in those days when WE declared OUR <3 4 eachother. I never finished that poem, but U finished US and all WE were, U never finished the journey U made, U ruined us.

Bit by bit
Your light shining through
Saving me from the darkness
Saving my life.

"Cause you thought there was more to us but you knew how this would end Its gonna end how you expected girl and I ask why And you reply I like the thrill
Nothings gonna make me feel this real"
-the weeknd

" Talk to me baby, tell me what your feeling, you say you dont need to go, dont pretend yoou didnt know." -The weeknd

Sometimes.. You have to be your own hero.

It doesn't even hurt anymore... listening to you talk about her, knowing you won't ever feel that way about me, ive gone numb. maybe it's because now I realize I'd rather listen to that than lose you completely...