Anything before 'I love you' just doesn't count.

Yes I'm fallen

I'm fallen to her so deep.

even is hard to breathe.

yes I've fallen. fallen so deep.

Why cant things go back to the way they used to be? why cant you love me, why cant we spend hours talking to each other, why cant you make time for me instead of me going out of my way for you all the time? why cant i have my best friend back?

As you showed me your scars, I only held you closer.
-Lacey Sturm (Broken Pieces, Apocalyptica)

How do you keep yourself together when you are dying inside, when the one you love, whom you promised each other to spend forever with, dies!?!

Im scared

Your ignorance and Resentful ways, have seem to overthow everything I ever stood up for. All you've done is manage to tear me down and diminish all love in my body. I should have let go when i had the chance.

I am terribly sad :,(

You cannot call long distance on a payphone to a tablet, learned today, big message HOW DID I LET HIM WIGGLE INTO MY HEART!

His voice soothing the fears
His laugh calming raging nerves
Hearing him speak makes my heart feel safe
Perverted or not (lol)
He keeps me sane
Makes it feel ok again
Even if it just for a little while.