Its why I'm scared. Scared to take myself away from security & venture into something new.
Scared of what could happen if I left him for you. Scared of what could happen if things didn't work out. Scared of what could happen if I lost you forever.

It only takes one person to make you smile, to break your heart, to make you cry and to have you lost in the memories of your past...

If a girl understands your bullshit, sticks through your mistakes, smiles even when you've done nothing for her, it's obvious shes a keeper. but it's also obvious you don't deserve her.

"Bros laughn in livin room w.friends.
Mommys talkin 2 her cocaine midget bf.
I'm in my shared room, cryn, tryn 2 slit my wrist. Wishn my life wld end."

"Sobs..heavy breathin..sobs."

"I feel so hurt and lonely. I wanna cry again.
I hate life here. Hopefully I make it out."

Because of you I have a very low self esteem. Everytime you leave me it makes me wanna workout,get in better shape, change my hair style and the way i dress.

I've had my heart broken far to many times. Ive learned to never let anyone get close enough to hurt me </3

"If it's not burning then it's not hot enough." Sincerely - Love

"You didn't even give me a chance to prove myself to you."