The adrenaline rush of it all
Because you know mom and dad are across the hall...
I walk into the bathroom
close the door tightly behind me...
As I pick up this pen
I reflect on my life...
As my life keeps dripping,
My grip keeps slipping...
Dear "Mother",
I'm the person you want me to be...
Always and forever
always and forever it will be...
Why don’t I feel the pain?
I cause when I slice the vein...
A bloody razor
a girl in pain...
As i sit on my bed, i shake
i hold on so tightly to that blade...
You beat me, and tear my flesh with ever cruel...
Hello razor, I'm holding you in my hand again, I...
Your so cold and lifeless as can be, as I hold you...
I'm sorry to have to leave you
You may think its selfish...