I lost you all them years ago
I never even got the chance to know you...
Now, my heart is paper,
fragile to malice...
echoes of your beautiful voice everywhere I go
those hazel eyes stained in the back of my mind...
You've never
been to Palestine...
Let me guess.
Tonight, you're scrolling through...
everyone thinks that I'm all better
that I'm all healed up now...
[trigger/content warning]
Waking up suicidal...
I have accepted you,
not as an inglorious extension...
Darkness ascends once again
You were the beacon of my life...
If i died
who would cry...
Many words written of death...
Warning: This isn't a poem,
just a really lengthy piece of word vomit...