Don't let me fall asleep
With tears in my eyes...
Crumpled paper showing grease spots at the corners
scrolling through endless pages hoping to find...
I'm about to compose my suicidal symphony.
The eyes of my ghosts gaze grudgingly into me...
Inner thoughts collides and shatter
into kaleidoscopic shards...
When I look in the mirror, I think it talks
An empty room filled with silence and clocks...
I went to the end of the earth
To wait for you...
Hidden inside darkness
I have nowhere to run...
All I do is deal with her crap,
The pain and the memories are all coming back...
My life, my miseries
what happened is part of history...
I used to pray that I would eventually get better,
To avoid having to write my suicide letter...
Don't set your hopes high, darling,
For they all crash and burn...
The darkness has begun to take control,
It has finally just swallowed me whole...