Not once did I expect this to happen.
Never in my wildest dream that I've fallen...
I felt it once,
love and happiness...
What happens when you are numb?
when life shreds every little hope out of you...
I let you into my life growin up your were the...
...............Time
...........brews loud...
& no one truly knows how she feels
; no one knows that she cries...
Am I really all alone?
I wish I would have known...
The drugs take hold slowly.
carefully calculated medication...
Never have I felt so fragile, standing somewhere...
Looking past so many faceless people, wondering if...
Here I am. Locked in my room again
Razor in my hand again. Ready to feel pain again...
In the tune of silence
from the world of corrupted...
Breaking of her wings-
taking off her color...