You should feel guilty
But you don't...
You tell yourself you're worthless
And that you don't matter one bit...
Crumbly, nutty, chocolate cake
Understands that my heart is fragile and can break...
Harboring denial in every crevice
of her skin, similar to weeds seeping...
Heavy on my back
Are wings black as night...
Here I am
lost in thought...
I am hurt.
Simple to say...
Crackles, shackles
of hardwood creepers...
I never believed her-
he goes to sleep because he's...
I don't even know what I am writing, only that my...
No thoughts, emotions, feelings. Just empty. Numb...
The insanity
slowly creeps upon my almost lifeless...
My hands cold,
my fingers trembling...