I just want to feel alive
Hungry for life, flesh decay...
I wake up with a weight in my chest
I tell myself it's all for the best...
Lain in state undead
I watch water surface...
My fears playing an unchained fantasy
in my heart...
Not quite picture perfect, not so pretty inside.
Still not completely smiling, still kinda lying...
For how long would a boat be tossed into the
ocean before it settles on a tender destination...
Trapped inside this body,
Of what is defined as "me"...
You've sliced me open
one too many times...
The tears i daren't show,
in the razor they now glow...
When it's all in your head
What can you do but listen...
When things get hard
they just get harder and harder...
Struck unstruck
by what i least expected...