You hold me so much tighter
when I'm trying to push you away...
We began a story to show our journey
and create memories of where we had been...
A thousand dynamites explode
through the thunderous air...
You've said your fine...
Would you care
if I ended it all...
I am drowning
deeper and...
Oh why do I suffer so?
The pain inside me, nobody knows...
Every pinch of pain,
Is a part of your soul...
You are saying, who i am?
you are the buddy who given reason to fight...
I don't know If I am whom I was,
What happened to me...
I don't know who I am anymore,
I don't know what happened to the old me...
*Written 5/11/11*
How do I look...