I am haunted by my past
Though, not as it seems...
My soul is genuinely tired;
My heart has been left on half empty for quite...
The days pass by in a dizzying blur.
And I find myself counting the seconds until...
I found her...
Where most would probably flee...
I can remember blowing dandelion seeds
Out into the wild and wishing them free...
I was healing
17 days clean...
I’m going to jump into the lake
I’m going to smile on the way down...
Sometimes I feel hopeless,
it's so hard to focus with this diagnosis...
When where you were before
Isn't where you are now...
A tightening in my chest, words cannot express
The pounding in my head, the voices never rest...
Doubt:
I was wondering when you would finally arrive...
I am leaving tonight
The sorrow is much painful...