You used to hate my laugh.
So I stopped laughing...
A solo performance-
you played out; within me...
I don’t need saving.
I no longer wish for a savior...
A war
Forms in the space...
I'm tired of the depression that lives inside
I'm tired of all these lies...
kids are enjoying the pool;
im lurking in the office...
I'm tired of talking, pouring out my soul
forced to defend what's going on inside my brain...
Drowning in the memories.
Caught up in the lies...
Twisting the truth into lies
Mixing hello's with goodbyes...
Just another pointless poem
with bitter, worthless words...
Forgive me Lord
for I have sinned...
Words unspoken
Words untold...